I'm Jim. I'm 31, I stand just under 5-9, and I weigh about 147 lbs.
I had just recently gotten divorced from my wife that I had been married to for 7 years. Luckily we had no children and we split as friends.
I had gotten my house when I was 22 right after getting a good job so when my wife left I kept it.
Sitting alone in the evenings it gets pretty boring. I wasn't looking to start a new relationship with anyone and I don't particularly like to go to bars so that left me with a lot of extra time. I found that more and more I would fill these empty hours watching porn on the computer. The more I watched, the more I would look for something different. After all, one porn melts into the next till it's an endless stream of fake screaming from girls getting fucked and after a while that gets boring.
It didn't take long for me to discover gay porn. At first I was appalled by it. But the more I watched I began to see that some of these guys really liked it.
I began to pay more attention to it and soon I realized that it was really turning me on. The way those boys would drool and gag on a big cock looked so hot. And when they got fucked I could see the bliss in their eyes.
I soon began to wonder what it was that made them love it so much and as I watched I began to realize that the videos I liked best were of younger men sucking cock and getting fucked by older men. Men with gray hair and some with the big belly that older men get.
I began to fantasize about myself sucking a cock.
I knew I never would, after all I had been married and loved women so how could ever do anything like that?
But the idea had been planted in my brain and soon it was my jack off fantasy. I would stroke my 6" cock and dream of the ideal older man. He would be in his late 50s, 6-1 or taller with broad shoulders and massive thighs. I dreamed that his cock would be big and hard and that he would grab my head and place it in my mouth and tell me what to do. I always came a lot thinking of this. As soon as I was done I would tell myself I had to stop thinking about being a cocksucker. Straight men don't suck cock.
Not long after I started stroking to these thoughts I found myself going through the craigslist M2M ads and reading about the guys looking for sex with other guys.
Most of the ads were from guys that wanted to suck or wanted to be fucked but every now and then an ad would come up from a man looking for a younger guy to service him. I would read these and get so horny, thinking of how to reply. I must have typed out 200 replies but never sent them. I would write down how I wanted this man to use me and to make me do all the things he wanted. I would write how he should force me to my knees and slap my face with his cock. How he should grab my hair and hold my head as he rammed his big cock down my throat, not stopping if I gag. I would write how I wanted him to use me just for his pleasure and give no thought to my own. But I never actually sent them out. How could I? I wasn't a cocksucker. I don't have sex with men. These were just fantasies.
This went on for over 6 months. I would come home from work, shower, fix a little dinner and then sit down at my laptop and start to watch porn, reading stories or cruising the M2M ads looking for the excitement that comes from these fantasies.
I had discovered a locale M2M chat room and I would chat with guys and tell them my fantasies. Most of the guys were either looking for the same thing or didn't want to waste time chatting once they knew I was scared to really try doing anything.
But one guy who was a regular would chat with me for hours. He would tell me how men like to have the heads of their cock slowly caressed by a tongue, or how they like to feel throat muscles massaging the shaft after a cocksucker swallows it deep. He told me how to get over the gagging by just swallowing when the cock head hits the back of your throat. He told me that some men like to watch as their cum sprays onto their cocksuckers tongue and how sometimes they like to shove it balls deep and cum right down the throat.
After we had chatted for several weeks he asked me if I thought I was ever going to really give it a try. I told him I didn't know, that the thought of actually doing it was scary and that I wasn't gay. He told me that he could tell by chatting with me that I was the perfect boy to be cocksucker and that I should try it.
The chat room had an option to use a sign-in name and he told me that I would become more comfortable with the idea if I started signing in as "young cocksucker". So after that every time I would sign in to the chat room I would use that screen name. He was right. I began to more and more picture myself actually becoming a cocksucker, but so far I hadn't found the right man to be the first cock I sucked.
It was a Sunday. I had woke up real early and figured I would just hang out and watch some football. The home team was playing in the afternoon and I had all morning to fill. I did some laundry, vacuumed the carpets, changed the sheets on the bed and cleaned the bathroom. Well, that didn't take long. I keep things tidy most of the time.
Now what?
Ok, I'll look online to see if there's anything interesting.
I opened up the laptop and signed into the chat room.
No one else on. Dang.
I looked up craigslist and saw the same boring ads from the same 20 guys that post daily. Then off to the right I notice the "nearby cl" section. Hmmm.
So I looked in the neighboring town. Not much there. I looked at the next area to the south. Lots of ads there. I looked at them starting at the top and saw most of the guys were looking for a host that wanted a blowjob.
But then I opened an ad that was titled "cocksucker needed".
It read: WM, 61, 6-2, 270. 7.5"c needs a cocksucker to swallow my cum.
Must be under 35.
No recip from me.
Reply with stats.
pic for pic only.
I don't know why but for some reason this really turned me on. I immediately started to type out a reply to his ad.
I told him my stats and that I was able to host or drive to him. I told him how I fantasized about having a big Daddy use me as a whore. I also told him that I had never sucked a cock before but that his ad sounded like the type of man I was looking for to be the first. I even attached a few photos of myself. One of my face and one a full body photo, but completely clothed.
I finished typing and my curser was hovering over the send button. I knew I wouldn't send it. I never do. But just as I was starting to move of to the delete button my finger pressed down on the mouse and my reply was sent.
Oh Shit!! That was the first thought. The next was "Oh well, he'll never respond anyway."
I began looking at other ads and it couldn't have been more than 2 minutes when a new email arrived in my inbox. I looked and saw it was from CL. I was scared and excited as I opened it. There was one attachment and the only thing he had written was: "Call me cocksucker", and his phone number. I opened the attachment and saw it was a photo of a hard cock. It looked massive. Thick with a big fat mushroom head that was almost purple. The piss slit was wide and precum was leaking from it. The veins running along the length of the shaft were blue and thick. There wasn't a lot of hair on the shaft but the balls hanging below were covered in a thick mat of curly gray hair. They were big and hung low. I could see his legs were thick and muscled. His belly hung down a bit and also was covered in a layer of gray hair.
My mouth was watering as I looked at this beautiful specimen. I knew inside of myself that if ever I sucked a cock I wanted this to be the one.
With trembling fingers I entered his number into my phone and pressed send.
The phone only rang once. He answered in a deep voice and asked "Is this my /> Barely able to speak, in a quivering voice I said /> He said "Good boy. Now give me your address"
I told him where I lived and he told me it would take him about 45 minutes to get there. He told me I was to shower and shave and to put on a robe if I had one.
Then he ended the call.
What have I done? Shit, he's coming here and am I really going to be a cocksucker? How did I let this happen? My mind was going crazy. Should I call him back and tell him not to come? As all these thoughts ran through my head I looked back on my laptop to the photo of his cock. I knew I wanted it. I knew I had to suck it.
I showered and shaved as he had told me and I got into my robe. Nervously I sat waiting for this man to come. I smoked a few hits off a joint to calm myself. That didn't work, so I had a shot of bourbon.
I looked at the photo of his cock and told myself that this was the cock that I was going to suck soon.
I heard his foots steps on the porch, then the doorbell rang. My legs were shaking as I walked to the door and with a trembling hand I opened it. In front of me stood a big tall broad shouldered man. His belly protruded over his belt line and wisps of gray hair stuck through the collar of his shirt. His face was weathered and his hair was gray. He had a bushy gray mustache, and I could see is hands were huge and calloused .
I opened the door wider and asked him to come in. He stepped through the door and I lead him into the living room.
He was standing about 6 feet from me and he turned and told me to come over to him. I moved closer and he said "You look like a cocksucker. Are you?"
I was shocked that he talked to me like this in my own home.
"Hey" I said "That's very rude".
He said "Boy, I came here for a cocksucker and a cocksucker is what I'm going to get. You answered my ad and said you wanted to suck my cock. Only cocksuckers want to suck cock, so don't be offended if someone calls you that".
All I could do was stand there embarrassed. He was right. I had answered his ad and I had told him that I wanted to suck his cock. But I didn't think he was going to actually call me a cocksucker to my face.
"Why don't you tell me why you answered my ad?" He said.
"I don't know" I replied unable to admit that I had dreamed of this for so long.
"That's not true, is it?" he said. "If you want to suck my cock you're going to have to tell me you want to."
"Ok, now what?" Here he is in my house telling me I have to ask to suck his cock?
Really, am I going to let him dominate the situation? I thought he would come and be nice and work up to sex slowly, but that wasn't what was happening. Should I tell him to leave? I shouldn't be talked to like this in my own home.
"Hey cocksucker, answer me when I talk to you!" he said in a loud demanding voice. "Do you want to suck my cock or not?"
I was just about to tell him no when out of the corner of my eye I saw the photo of his cock on my laptop. I knew it was now or never.
"Yes" I whispered.
"What boy? Speak up. And call me Daddy" he said
"Yes Daddy, I want to suck your cock" I said louder this time.
"That's a god boy. I knew you were a cocksucker the minute I laid eyes on you."
"Get on your knees for me boy" he ordered and using one of his big hands on my shoulder he began to push me down. I knelt in front of him staring at his crotch.
"Unzip me boy" he said.
I raised my hands to his zipper and pulled it down.
"Now the belt" he said and and I opened his belt.
"Tell me again what you want boy" He ordered.
"I want to suck your cock" I said.
Smack! His big hand slapped my face. "I told you to call me Daddy."
"Tell me what you are boy."
I wasn't sure what he meant at first but then I realized he wanted me to admit that I was a cocksucker. But that seemed so demeaning and degrading. Why would he do that?
"Tell me boy. I want to hear it from you."
"I'm a cocksucker Daddy" I whispered.
"Good boy." he said and then told me to unbutton his pants.
I undid his pants and they slide down his thick legs. He wasn't wearing anything under them and his soft cock hung down. The skin was all wrinkled and a nice light brown color. The head wasn't as dark as in the photo, but still much darker than the shaft and the ring around the head of his cock was red. His shirt was spread open and his big hairy belly hung down a little.
I was nervous and scared and excited all at the same time. After all my months of fantasizing about it, I had a real cock right in front of me and I was going to suck it!
My mouth began to water and I had to swallow and lick my lips.
"You want that cock don't you boy?" he asked.
"Yes Daddy, I want it."
"Tell me boy, tell me how much you want my cock."
"I want to taste your cock Daddy and I want to feel it on my tongue."
going to taste it boy. You're going to gag on it. I'm going to fuck your pussy mouth till you can't take anymore. Is that what you want?"
"Yes Daddy. Please give it to me " I begged, getting into the scenario he was playing.
He grabbed my hair on the top of my head and pulled towards him. I thought he was going to mash my face into his crotch, but he stopped short and held me there.
"Smell it boy. Inhale the fragrance of my sex."
I took a deep breathe and I could smell the musky odor of him. He was clean, but not perfumed and it was a pleasant manly odor.
"Stick you tongue out and lick the head of my cock boy." He said as he relaxed the grip on my hair a little.
I stuck out my tongue and touched the head of his cock. As my tongue contacted it, it twitched and a small drop of precum leaked out.
"Lick that off boy. You're going to want as much of that as you can get when I start fucking your throat."
I licked his precum and savored my first taste of it.
It was sweet and so slippery in my mouth.
"Kiss it with you lips."
I kissed the head of his cock and he moaned.
"Yeah boy, you're going to be a great cocksucker. I like how you follow orders."
I kissed it again and I could feel it growing. It began to stand up and thicken.
"Take it in your mouth boy. Feel it grow inside you." He said.
I opened my mouth and his cock slid in. It was amazing to feel it get harder, longer and thicker as I held it in and caressed it with my tongue.
"Suck it bitch, don't just hold it in there" He said gruffly.
I started sucking it. I loved how it felt. The skin was so soft on the head of his cock and the shaft was so firm. My tongue run over the veins and felt his member pulsing. I only had about 1/2 of it in and I was slowly moving up and down his shaft. Stopping to lick the head and to tongue the piss slit before going back down his shaft.
"Take more boy, there's a lot left."
I tried to go deeper but I started gagging and pulled back off.
WHAM!!
I saw stars for a second. He had smacked me in the side of my head.
"I told you to take it bitch, you take it. You want to be cocksucker, you better suck the whole thing."
Still knelling there with his cock in my mouth and his hand holding my hair I felt his other hand push on the back of my head. His cock slid in farther and I started gagging again.
"Take it you slut. Take all of my cock."
"Swallow boy. You won't gag if you swallow."
I swallowed as his cock entered deep into my throat. I wasn't gagging, but I couldn't breathe. He held his cock in and told me that he knew I was a cocksucker. I could feel his cock twitching in my throat. I began to panic as he just held his cock buried in me as my air began to run out.
"You like that boy? You like choking on a big daddy cock? I knew a slut like you would." He said before pulling out and letting me breathe.
My eyes were watering and snot was running out my nose. Streams of saliva were dripping from my chin and down over my chest. I was so embarrassed, yet so turned on by the way he treated me. I never imagined it would happen like this, but here was a masculine man using me like a whore and I loved it!
He placed his cock back on my lips and said "Now you suck this big daddy cock till I cum boy."
I began sucking and slurping on his cock taking it deep in my throat and back out to the silky head. I could taste his precum as it flowed from his big wide piss slit. I felt his cock get even bigger and harder and then I felt the first pulse along the shaft as his cum spewed forth onto my tongue. He growled as his cum shot into my mouth flooding it and causing me to gag as it hit the back of my throat.
"Swallow it you cunt!" he shouted as his cock pumped torrents of thick hot man juice. I tried to swallow as fast as I could but I couldn't keep up with the flow of cum as his nuts emptied in my mouth.
With cum dripping from my chin and down my chest I knelt in front f this man and savored the feeling of finally being a cocksucker. His cock, still in my mouth began to soften and I felt the swelling ease. He told me to clean it good and told me to squeeze from the bottom up to get every drop of his seed. I licked and sucked till he told me to stop.
He went and sat on my sofa and asked if I had anything to drink.
I went to the fridge and brought him a cold beer.
He sat back and took a long drink from thew can then told me that for a first timer I had done really good and that the next time he knew would be even better.
I didn't say anything, being a bit embarrassed as he talked about my cocksucking skills and how much he liked the way I submitted and followed his orders.
The TV was on to the football game and he told me he wouldn't mind staying to watch if I wasn't busy. Having nothing else planned I told him that was fine and turned up the sound.
As I went to sit he told said "Why don't you just come over here and sit on the floor between my knees? You can suck your Daddies cock some more while I watch the game.
I had wanted to watch the game too, but he seemed so much in charge that I obeyed and got down between his legs.
"Take that robe off boy, you got it covered in snot sucking my cock and it's cold on my legs."
I took off the robe and knelt between his legs again.
"That's better. Now I can see your cute ass too while you suck my cock." He said.
I began sucking his limp dick. It felt good in my mouth and I liked how it just filled me but didn't gag me.
He told me how cute I was with a cock in my mouth. He Said "You're a natural cocksucker boy. I'm going to love turning you into my pussy boy. I'll have you sucking cock everyday if if I can arrange it."
As he talked his cock began to grow. Soon it was gagging me again and I pulled off. He told me to lick his nuts and to suck on them. I used my tongue to get them all wet and slippery then I sucked one, then the other into my mouth. He kept telling me how good it felt and how much he liked having a cocksucker licking his balls.
He asked me if I liked sucking on his balls and when I told him I did he said, " You're going to lick licking my asshole too boy."
He scooted down and spread his legs wider putting one foot up on my coffee table.
"Get your tongue over here boy and lick your daddies ass."
I hadn't even thought about doing this, but I had seen it on porn videos.
I moved my mouth lower and licked his hole. I used my tongue to probe as he moaned and held my head.
After I had licked his ass for awhile he told me he would like another beer so I got up to get it. When I came back he took it and drank it all at once then asked if I had another. I went and brought back another and as he started to drink it he said, "Ok boy, get back to work on my cock now.
I got back down and began sucking his cock. I don't know why but his cock felt so natural in my mouth and I loved how he talked to me and used his hands to guide my head. I had been sucking him slowly for about half an hour when he said that all that beer made him need to piss. I started to pull away but he held my head in place and told me to get ready and that if I didn't want a mess on my carpet I better swallow fast. I felt the first sour taste of his piss as it sprayed into my mouth. He shoved his cock in farther and shouted "Swallow it bitch. You know you want it. Drink all of Daddies piss you slut."
I could feel his hot piss going down my throat and filling my belly. This was so nasty, yet such a turn on to be used by this big man anyway he wanted.
As his bladder emptied into my mouth he kept telling me what a pig I was and how I was just a whore for his pleasure. He told me that he was going to turn me into his bitch and use me anyway he wanted.
As the flow of piss slowed he pulled his cock from my throat but left it in my mouth till the last drops of his hot fluid had quit flowing.
My stomach was so full and I was burping up his piss. I thought I was going to vomit but he didn't care. He just told me to get back to work on his cock.
He kept me there throughout the entire football game. Him sitting back drinking beer while I was on my knees sucking his cock. He kept telling me that he was going to be my Daddy now and that I would suck his cock whenever he wanted.

story by: jim_loves_dick

Tags: fantasm authoritarian sex story

Author: jim_loves_dick

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